Jan 13 - Brooding
I go through times where I feel uninspired, and then I go through times where it feels like God is really up to something. CLTIVATE started with that restless feeling in my soul. I knew I was processing something, but I didn't know what. So I prayed.
Fast forward a few months, and I'm now running an international addiction/recovery operation. The pieces are still coming together, but that's ok. I'm doing my best with what I have, and what I have is a lifetime of experience, and a fire in my soul to serve my purpose on this earth.
If you're feeling pulled to do something else, it's because you're supposed to do something else. You don't have to know the details - just start praying. God answers every prayer. It's rarely the answer you thought you'd get, and it sometimes looks like silence, but He will answer in His own perfect way.
"God, you are welcome here. I pray that your Spirit would consume me like a fire - that your will would become my own. Be my words, my thoughts, my steps, and my light. Walk with me today, and hold my hand as I seek your purpose. Thank you for this season in my life. Amen."